my school day.

So since my dad is on the look out for new jobs, life at home has been bad. He is always yelling and fighting with my mom and then they both yell at me. I didnt get much sleep last night and had a terrible dream. I had a dream that we got caught being illegal immigrants and were sent back. However we weren't allowed to take any of our things back with us so all my memories were gone. I woke up crying. School was surprisingly very fun since i havent had fun there yet. My project is going great and i made a really good friend named rosie. Shes so nice and doesnt care who i am or where im from she just likes me for me.  When i got home today my dad was out at an interview so hopefully it goes well. fingers crossed.

So..

I haven't posted in a few days. My life has been pretty busy. My dad got fired from his new job because they accused him of stealing tools from the garage at the farm. I think they only accused him because he's a mexican and apparently we have a reputation. Its so annoying to watch my dad be sad about it. he went out to job hunt today so hopefully he comes home happy. Today was my first day back at school since thanksgiving break. It wasnt to bad. The spanish project is going pretty well and my teacher tries not to treat me different from the others, so thats nice. I have to go and try to do my english homework though.

thanksgiving.

Today I didn't have school because its thanksgiving, happy turkey day. Well, coming from Mexico, my family wasn't big on celebrating thanksgiving i never knew why. But today my mom and dad got in a huge fight because my mom wanted to have a sit down lunch and my dad got angry and left in a hurry. I don't really understand the meaning of thanksgiving. If you can't be nice to people you love everyday of your life, why designate a day just for it to be recognized. I dunno. but my mom is in a bad mood now. I better get off. Happy Thxgiving.

I can home sick.

Today in my spanish class we were assigned a project. all of a sudden everyone wanted to be my friend. I think it was only because im good at spanish. My teacher really likes me. but i was so nervous with everyone around me and i kept forgetting everyones names. I wanted to cry so i went to the bathroom. then i ran to the nurses office and told her i didnt feel good and she let me walk home. my mom yelled at me and said that if i dont stay in school tomorrow im going to get in big trouble.

stupid.

all my mom did at dinner tonight was yell at me how i need to stop being so difficult and accept that my dad needed a job here and to quit complaining. its not my fault. she would be mad about it too.

My first day

It's monday. My first day at school was hard. Everyone just starred at me and no one said a word. No one even said hello. I accidently said Hola to a few people out of habbit. but no one spoke back to me. I hate it here. The teacher tried to be super nice to me and talked slow. She doesn't understand i'm fluent in english. It's going to be a hard day tomrrow too. My mom is making me a snack though, I'll right more later. Adios.